A New Begining
I’ve realized since I spend the better part of the day at work with nothing to do besides go on MySpace, I should do something a little more intellectually stimulating like, writing. I guess maybe actually working or picking up a book would be better, but lets just take baby steps 
Most of you who know me, know I have gone through some changes in the past month, forcing me to move along and start another chapter in my life. I know God never gives us more than we can handle, and at times I really thought it was more than I could bare. If it were’nt for my friends and family helping me get through it, I don’t know where’d I’d be. For that, I am truly grateful. I am taking the opportunity now to actually find out a little bit more about myself. In the past I have been way too “people-pleasing” and giving, which doesn’t sound like a bad thing at first, but it caused me to be sort of a doormat for some people. I need to take a step back and realize what it is I am looking for and I’ll definitely need God’s guidance in doing so. It sounds kind of cliche, but I am so grateful for the time Chris and I had together. I learned so much about relationships (both good and bad) and what it felt to actually Love someone in that way. Even though things didn’t work out between us, I hope he finds what he is looking for in life.
Don’t worry, my other blogs will be more interesting… I PROMISE Thanks for reading!!
